number B?

almost a month since i last blogged, lol and i dont really know what to talk about. so it means im going emo. Failures? yeah that sucks. What can i say bout the decision the coaches made, maybe i really suck. People questioning me, and i'll just have to force an answer. Like what the fuck la, i thought i would get over it, but NO! kanasai..-_- and worse, if it means that i have more time to study, then i rather not, cos im not taking that opportunity to study. Even worse, i've been clinging on to the hope that its still possible, but now, yeah.... so it really really sucks to be bald now..GROW HAIR GROW!and going schools sucks too, there used to be more meaning besides just studying, a committment, something i aimed and wanna achieve. its not that i wanna be sad, but i just cant help it..so you'll see me smile more often to drown that shitty feeling..haha just kidding la..i'll get over it.

okay, other stuff that kinda cheers me up, uh.. MY DAD'S SPONSORING FOR VOCALS!..finallly..
uh..i got a new guitar and the string kinda snapped the following day? new shoes?( i want more!)
sooo, whatsup this weekend?
DEAFCON?
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