hi people,

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*lol sorry daniel.

My Dear Friend,

Happy Birthday Ah hou.

I do believe, in the long run, we'd be waking up in hotels experiencing hangovers and lying next to people we cant recognize. ( and when i say people, you know what i mean..)

lol, joking joking ;)

NOT.

<<<<<<> Yun Hou, age 16, M4 of Spastic Pageant, VOTE NOW

SOMEONE BIRTHDAY COMING SIOL..

gonna beat that fucker up..

I Thought,

With the world and those who lead it
We just feel like we don't have the means
To rise above and beat it.

I think too much. ouch.

Weight on my head.

What i've set out to achieve, is what I must recieve.
It fuels my drive,
and amplifies my path.
90 more days.
Don't play play..


Up Up and Away!

Please.

I'm gonna sleep.
and tomorrow's a new day. (:

The Excuse.

Okaay, so i did not study much today, BUT:
i went to an awesome awesome gig (it was filled with "cok" people, though there were a few nice ones. For instance, the pink shirt girl.) lol.
so it seemed like we were moshing(slightly toned down), to caracal-westgrand-plainsunset. Pretty stunning...
OH AND, i "flew" today, with some help from DJ and Yun..heh.
Being drenched in sweat certainly wasnt gonna help with my excuse to my mother of going out to study. I and yun then cabbed home, and i was back before my mother. Soooo everything's good.



-When will i screw those rolling balls back into place?

Cause im so used to living underneath the surface.

My thoughts bury me deeper each time.
Soon, it becomes reality that drowns me.
I need to survive.

Sunday Sexy Night.

yesterday was ownage,

and here's a pic from THE DSA BAND SET.

THERES A VIDEO OUT THERE, IT IS PORN.

THANK YOU DJ YUN HELIOS NICH JT PRADEEP WILSON AND ALL FOR GIVING ME A HELLUVA TIME AFTER SCHOOL IN THE TOILET. AND NOW I KNOW LUBE.
THANKS GUYS FOR THE AWESOME HEADPHONES.
THANKS GUYS FOR THE SUPPER SEXY MAGAZINES.
THANKS YUN FOR THE CARD YOU MADE THAT HAD A BANGLA PHOTO ON THE SECOND PAGE.
THANKS TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME A SUPER HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
THANKS EVERYONE WHO MADE THIS DAY SO FRICKING AWESOME.

OH, AND KUDOS TO THOSE WHO THOUGHT OF THIS BRILLIANT PLAN OF LUBE TITS RUBBING. ITS SENSATIONAL,




NOT!

Back to Business.

School, poo.
I'm waking up really early nowadays, just before the sun rises.
It feels real good.

BECAUSE!, THEY SAY IT CHANGES WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN.

For them, For you.

Yesterday was great, a good whole 15 hours of fun!?
Like wth, i almost died when i came home.

I know that i've said this for the millionth time, but..
Its time to set our priorities right, and move on foward to this big occasion.

My mind not only wanders, sometimes it leaves completely.

My braces are off, finally..
It feels comfortable, too comfortable perhaps.
And it seems like i'm constantly gliding my tongue over my teeth.

I've been thinking for the past few days, pondering over what i really want.
Doing what i really enjoy would definitely be great, but sacrifices has to be made.
An asshole once said, "Who the hell said that it would be easy,
we all have to start somewhere and it would always be from the bottom."
DAMN.

The raindrops are falling, so are you.

Death amplifies one's significance, as well as the awareness of others.

But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?

On the corner of main street

Just tryin' to keep it in line

You say you wanna move on and

You say I'm falling behind

Can you read my mind?

Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on

Breakin' out of this two-star town

I got the green light

I got a little fight

I'm gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?

Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;

The restless heart, the Promised Land

A subtle kiss that no one sees;

A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind'

Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down

Waitin' on some sign

I pull up to the front of your driveway

With magic soakin' my spine

Can you read my mind?

Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;

The drop dead dream, the Chosen One

A southern drawl, a world unseen;

A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind'

Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Before you jump

Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall

You never returned that call

Woman, open the door, don't let it sting

I wanna breathe that fire again

She said I don't mind, if you don't mind'

Cause I don't shine if you don't shine

Put your back on me

Put your back on me

Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun

Can you read my mind

C'MON!

It looks bright, ahead.

It's a big bowl of fun and work.
Mix'em all together, and the holidays would then be really fruitful.
Couple of gigs ahead, so..better start early with the work.
BBBBBBBBBBB!

We do think,

that the past seems so vague.
even so, there's still beautiful memories.

what we say.

RESULTSshitRESULTSRESULTSshitRESULTSRESULTSshitRESULTS.

so whats up during the june holidays.

MORE WORK IS WHAT!!

Oh and Dj about the teachers day thing, i guess im up for it, please tell me if i stink.

At least we got something out of it.

Mid year exams are almost over, and it wasn't that great.
So now we know that last minute preparations ain't gonna work.
yeah.
BAM.

Mandatory.

It's starting to seem like everywhere's an infested jungle, and everyone wants to get introspective. Even though i seem to be staying at home to study most of the time, it's really tough to get going. It manifested like as if i'm super hardworking. I wish. Going to school, trying to pay attention and getting focus is rough, and trying to study when you get back home after school, studying till your super tired, and just wanna sleep..but you just realised that you left out your homework. It's this shit adolescence that makes you go crazy and you'd just wanna release the stress and frustrations on your bolster or what not, when you can't do a maths question or stucked on a physics question. However, it may seem so ridiculous, but i'm in fact psyched to get to do the midyear paper. Hopefully it turns out well.

Something's raging, probably hormones.. :P

Say what you need to say.

Take out of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all your so called problems
Better put them in quotations.

We're on our way, keep it up.
There is nothing in this world we can't be, if we want it enough.
:D

I've finally woken up.

MIDYEAR exams are around the corner and i'm busy with the games week thing.

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me.

Upon hearing the SA lost, it did matter.
And to my bros out there, take it easy man..

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

Hot Pop Cold Breeze Dominos.

It has been rough, the past few weeks, but yeah, i'll get over it.. :D

Draw that lust that you called love.
Curse that song which pops around.
Bring it back what seemed so right.
Cross my roads you holy cow.
Make me preach, my certain friend.

My eyes says im ready to break, don't look away.

My heartbeat synchronizes to our music.

Everything's gotta stop, cause the Big O's approaches..and what, i just met with the VP last week and got a helluva scolding. So, ITS TIME TO BUCK UP..

Awesome gig last night, moshed a little to "cock" tree(sorry helios :P)..but anyway firefight kinda brought more live to the crowd.

OKAY, from today onwards, its mug season. NO MORE TIME FOR ANYTHING ELSE. At least till baybeats lol. So it seems that i've got to stop vocals til after O's and that really really stinks cause i'm really still super inconsistent. okay we'll see how it goes.

number B?

almost a month since i last blogged, lol and i dont really know what to talk about. so it means im going emo. Failures? yeah that sucks. What can i say bout the decision the coaches made, maybe i really suck. People questioning me, and i'll just have to force an answer. Like what the fuck la, i thought i would get over it, but NO! kanasai..-_- and worse, if it means that i have more time to study, then i rather not, cos im not taking that opportunity to study. Even worse, i've been clinging on to the hope that its still possible, but now, yeah.... so it really really sucks to be bald now..GROW HAIR GROW!and going schools sucks too, there used to be more meaning besides just studying, a committment, something i aimed and wanna achieve. its not that i wanna be sad, but i just cant help it..so you'll see me smile more often to drown that shitty feeling..haha just kidding la..i'll get over it.

okay, other stuff that kinda cheers me up, uh.. MY DAD'S SPONSORING FOR VOCALS!..finallly..
uh..i got a new guitar and the string kinda snapped the following day? new shoes?( i want more!)
sooo, whatsup this weekend?
DEAFCON?
uuuuhhhhhyyyyyeahhhhiiiiidddddddoooontttttttttknnnnnoooooowwwwwwwww..

WHAT CAN I SAY!?

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALLALALALALALLALLALLALALALALLALALALALALALALLALALLALALAALALALALALLALALALALALALLALALALLALALALLAALLALALAL

Till your heart stops beating,

All out, rather than regretting. Its all up to the coaches now..

I compromise too much,

Life hasnt be that great these past few weeks, its been tough; disappointments, and all that crap. I dont feel right, it seems like im drifting away. Studies? yeah, much pressure from that shit. I go to school, sit down, getting ready for assembly, and all i see are faces that says : " what the fuck am i doing here?" It really gets quite pointless once we're all in this stage, studies?? only that? yeah, thats what my parents think. And it seems that everyone has an aim, and i'm just following. Rugby, just a few more weeks. Now it's starting to seem that silence would be better. I'm like sidetracking from every shit that i've committed to. Smile ken, SMILE!!!

You made this choice,

I'm not selected for the upcoming rugby tour. I can't say it's very suprising, but it was rather disappointing. Not for me only, but others too. I cant help feeling down, seeing others so discouraged and some how demoralized. And it applies to me too. Today's friendly against SJI, I gave my all, i believe. and i was confident of the selection. but it proved me otherwise. This setback.. i'm gonna say that, its not gonna bring me down, but make me work harder. I believe that theres still lots of hope, according to romano, who made me feel much better. 100% committment. still around 3 weeks to the final selection for B'div 2008. We can do it, wilson!

I can't wait,

I'm wandering, just a few more days.
I've got to give it all'.
Every year, it's the same mistake, same regret.
Smack me.

We all want to be great,

Its 2008, and thats what i keep telling myself. It's 2008, a very important year. I'm not gonna repeat mistakes made last year. I'm gonna improve in vocals. I'm gonna train, and be fit. I'm gonna study hard, and score good grades. I'm gonna be a better friend. I'm gonna make more friends! I'm gonna be a better son. I'm gonna attend training consistently. I'm gonna make it to B div. I'm gonna help old people cross roads. lol. Yeah, and every year i make this resolutions and never tend to stick to it. But maybe this year's different, i might actually get it done. Yes.

Today, skipped school/overslept. Went for training. It was tough, doing fitness and running like mad dogs under the rain, getting drench and running was fucking cold. Did other stuffs, and played a game. Washed up, ate and went home. It was tiring, but i tend to get a feeling that at least i accomplished something, and it felt good. Tomorrow im attending lync with elisha.

And now im gonna slack, and watch teev. And not move, lest i get fucking cramps.
Great day, Great feeling, Great friends.