I compromise too much,

Life hasnt be that great these past few weeks, its been tough; disappointments, and all that crap. I dont feel right, it seems like im drifting away. Studies? yeah, much pressure from that shit. I go to school, sit down, getting ready for assembly, and all i see are faces that says : " what the fuck am i doing here?" It really gets quite pointless once we're all in this stage, studies?? only that? yeah, thats what my parents think. And it seems that everyone has an aim, and i'm just following. Rugby, just a few more weeks. Now it's starting to seem that silence would be better. I'm like sidetracking from every shit that i've committed to. Smile ken, SMILE!!!